I miss lilac season, no matter how much it makes me sneeze.
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I’m feeling rather nostalgic today so I’m just going to stay inside and make sure I don’t do anything stupid until this goes away.
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So I guess I had a good weekend. Formal was on Saturday night and obviously it was loads of fun, but now I have an awful cold and I’m ready to get back to Rochester for a weekend. The thing I’ve started to notice about myself is that I just start to get so, so sick of the girls that I know and it’s not their fault at all, it’s just me being a bitch. And that’s why I need a break from here. The girls that I know are cool and all, but honestly they’re not very nice and they’re just so CLEAN. There’s only so much bratty, bitchy, clean perfection I can take. They’re exactly how girls are “supposed” to be and I’m just not. I can’t wait to get back to my dirty dirty Rochester and download tons of music and I can be an unacceptably behaved dirtbag with Meredith and my dog and just drive and drive and drive around and make midnight trips to Wegmans and chill down to my bones in the park.
+I hate it when people get all worked up about the relationships of celebrities. so fucking what if rihanna and chris brown got back together. you’re not friends of theirs, all you know is what the media tells you. it’s their lives and their situations of which, in reality, you know so little about. I just don’t understand why this shit matters to anyone.
+Me and Mary Jane have decided to take a break from our relationship for a few months. At first I felt weird about it, like I was missing out on some new adventure that everyone else was taking part in, but the longer I go without smoking the more I realize how much I’m not really missing it too much. Weed has been such a huge influence on my life and the people I surround myself with but now I’m finding that it really just shaped me, it’s not a crutch. Being high has taught me to live free and evade stress, because life is worth nothing unless you’re confident and comfortable in your skin. It’s an absolute shame that the bulk of Americans who stuff themselves in closed minds and miniature hearts at their desks will never feel the way I do.
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I got questioned by the fucking police yesterday because my ex boyfriend “went missing” and now Olive is gone too and I’m just ready to go home. I’ve had like four breaking points in the past three days and seriously enough is just enough. but I’m trying to stay optimistic or else I’ll do shitty on my finals; I have my first one today at 10:30 so I guess the end is near but it just doesn’t feel that way. I just can’t wait to curl up in bed with my big dog and smell the old wood in my house. four days.
+major leagues - pavement
they’ll wear you down sometime
kiss the wine
magic christians chew the rind
cause bad girls are always bad girls
let em in
just a personal thought: I hate it when people are ashamed to be naked. you’re human; clothes are intended to protect your body from harm, not to condition you to be afraid of your anatomy.
+I’m going to stay up all night watching stoner movies and smoking the rest of my stash and drinking my parents alcohol because it’s the end of my last day before I get tossed into hell in a hurricane and no one can stop me so fuck you
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