I’m feeling rather nostalgic today so I’m just going to stay inside and make sure I don’t do anything stupid until this goes away.
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So I guess I had a good weekend. Formal was on Saturday night and obviously it was loads of fun, but now I have an awful cold and I’m ready to get back to Rochester for a weekend. The thing I’ve started to notice about myself is that I just start to get so, so sick of the girls that I know and it’s not their fault at all, it’s just me being a bitch. And that’s why I need a break from here. The girls that I know are cool and all, but honestly they’re not very nice and they’re just so CLEAN. There’s only so much bratty, bitchy, clean perfection I can take. They’re exactly how girls are “supposed” to be and I’m just not. I can’t wait to get back to my dirty dirty Rochester and download tons of music and I can be an unacceptably behaved dirtbag with Meredith and my dog and just drive and drive and drive around and make midnight trips to Wegmans and chill down to my bones in the park.
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I got questioned by the fucking police yesterday because my ex boyfriend “went missing” and now Olive is gone too and I’m just ready to go home. I’ve had like four breaking points in the past three days and seriously enough is just enough. but I’m trying to stay optimistic or else I’ll do shitty on my finals; I have my first one today at 10:30 so I guess the end is near but it just doesn’t feel that way. I just can’t wait to curl up in bed with my big dog and smell the old wood in my house. four days.
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